Since we were short 2 people today at work, it was a busy but OK kind of a day. Just did what we could do. In the afternoon we had trick or treaters in our building. You couldn't really enjoy them since the phones continued to ring.
Tomorrow evening Tim will be performing in his first high school concert. I'm really looking forward to that. He'll be playing the songs that they learned in band camp, some of which they play at football games. Should be fun.
That's it for now.
PS. Just got off the computer where I was able to webcam my sister Eileen and my parents. They had not seen my new hairdo. I think they were pleased with what they saw. My sister said that my hair is just about as long as her hair is! We like short hair........I still can get up in the morning and not worry about combing it. Low maintenance.
Monday, October 31, 2005
Sunday, October 30, 2005
It was another gorgeous day in Western Pa. Tim mowed the front lawn, and I did the back lawn.
I took him and a couple of his friends over to the movies this afternoon. I think this is about the only time we've been apart all weekend. While he was gone I made chicken marsala for Barry. Definitely not for me. I am not a mushroom lover. But he will certainly enjoy it. He doesn't request much so it's only fitting that I make something he asks for.
Have got word that Barry's parents will be coming for a visit next week. We are really looking forward to that. Nothing like family.
I talked to one of my bosom buds this evening. Her last radiation treatment is November 1st. She went through chemo and radiation. She told me that she called her radiation treatment her "tanning sessions"! You have to make the best out of the situation to get yourself through it. Congratulations Aileen!! You are a true survivor and I'm so glad you came into my life.
I took him and a couple of his friends over to the movies this afternoon. I think this is about the only time we've been apart all weekend. While he was gone I made chicken marsala for Barry. Definitely not for me. I am not a mushroom lover. But he will certainly enjoy it. He doesn't request much so it's only fitting that I make something he asks for.
Have got word that Barry's parents will be coming for a visit next week. We are really looking forward to that. Nothing like family.
I talked to one of my bosom buds this evening. Her last radiation treatment is November 1st. She went through chemo and radiation. She told me that she called her radiation treatment her "tanning sessions"! You have to make the best out of the situation to get yourself through it. Congratulations Aileen!! You are a true survivor and I'm so glad you came into my life.
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Hometown fun
After sleeping in a bit today, we decided to go to the Outlets. Aeropastle had a big sale this weekend, 50% off everything in the store. That was the reason we went, but we ended up buying Rockport shoes and a new leather jacket at Wilson's leather. We couldn't believe the big savings at the stores. May go back tomorrow to check them out again. I love a good sale.
Today our town at it's Halloween parade. One of the top things that happen in our town. I was asked to be one of the chaperones for Tim's band. It was the first time I was able to volunteer. It was so much fun for me. I was so proud to walk next to and with the band. A great bunch of kids. About 1/2 of them dressed in costumes. Tim was not one of them. Maybe next year he will.
After the parade we were invited to go out to dinner with our friends: the Hoppes, LeJeunes and BJ. Some familiar names if you read my blog. Friendship is what has kept us going. We had such a great time. The teenage boys were able to sit by themselves. I felt pretty lucky to know that Tim chose to come out to dinner with us rather than go to a friend's party. You never know how long that will last.
I look back at today and come away feeling pretty blessed. Able to spend all day with family and friends. You can't beat that. I didn't even have a nap.
Thank you.
Today our town at it's Halloween parade. One of the top things that happen in our town. I was asked to be one of the chaperones for Tim's band. It was the first time I was able to volunteer. It was so much fun for me. I was so proud to walk next to and with the band. A great bunch of kids. About 1/2 of them dressed in costumes. Tim was not one of them. Maybe next year he will.
After the parade we were invited to go out to dinner with our friends: the Hoppes, LeJeunes and BJ. Some familiar names if you read my blog. Friendship is what has kept us going. We had such a great time. The teenage boys were able to sit by themselves. I felt pretty lucky to know that Tim chose to come out to dinner with us rather than go to a friend's party. You never know how long that will last.
I look back at today and come away feeling pretty blessed. Able to spend all day with family and friends. You can't beat that. I didn't even have a nap.
Thank you.
Friday, October 28, 2005
I love this town...
Toby Keith is a country singer who sings a song "I love this bar." Once again this evening I went to our local football game to listen to Tim play in the band, and of course socialize. I just have to say this: I love this town. There is so much friendship there. I had to show off my haircut to everyone I met. They all loved it. If only I could remember everyone's name who I meet at each game. My memory wasn't good before chemo, and now it's even worse. Chemo brain. And this condition does truly exist. I watch about 10 % of the game (in fact we did win) and the rest is just talking to good friends. Tim's friends in the band are so nice to me. Never thought I would be enjoying high school football.
Our team has made playoffs so there will be a few more games to attend. Tonight it was so cold. Low temps in the 30's. Glad I wore insulated underwear along with gloves. For the remaining games I'll have to really dress for warmth.
That's it for today. Looking forward to no alarm clock tomorrow morning. And also looking forward to our town's Halloween parade in the afternoon.
Our team has made playoffs so there will be a few more games to attend. Tonight it was so cold. Low temps in the 30's. Glad I wore insulated underwear along with gloves. For the remaining games I'll have to really dress for warmth.
That's it for today. Looking forward to no alarm clock tomorrow morning. And also looking forward to our town's Halloween parade in the afternoon.
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Guess what I did today?
Sue, we went to the Amish stand this past Saturday but the man was not there. It was self-service. And with this rain, that's the way it usually is. Will look into her condition perhaps this weekend.
After work today I went and had my nails done. And I wonder if anyone guessed what I did today... I got my hair trimmed! around my ears and back by my neck. A girl I worked with said that I needed to "clean it up" some. It does look good. Retta, my nail person, tried to spike it but it's not quite long enough. I really like the length that it is now. I can still roll out of bed and not have to do anything with my hair. No bed head.
Does anyone else have trouble reading the top of my blog? When I view it, the blogger advertisement cuts off the subject area of the recent blog. I've emailed them but have not got an answer back. Just wondering.
After work today I went and had my nails done. And I wonder if anyone guessed what I did today... I got my hair trimmed! around my ears and back by my neck. A girl I worked with said that I needed to "clean it up" some. It does look good. Retta, my nail person, tried to spike it but it's not quite long enough. I really like the length that it is now. I can still roll out of bed and not have to do anything with my hair. No bed head.
Does anyone else have trouble reading the top of my blog? When I view it, the blogger advertisement cuts off the subject area of the recent blog. I've emailed them but have not got an answer back. Just wondering.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
A day to comfort a friend
When I look back at today, what sticks in my mind is comforting a girl who I work with. When she came to work she was in tears as she walked by my desk. I am known as a giver of hugs, and I immediately put my arms around her and brought her to the bathroom. She's going through boy friend problems. It hurts me to see someone so distressed. I definitely don't have the solution or answer to her problem, but it's so important just to show compassion when someone is down in the dumps. I may not go to church every week but I do believe that living by caring is what it's all about.
When I got home there was a message on my machine. Someone was asking if I could chaperone the band at the Halloween parade this Saturday. I had put the word out that I was able to help out if needed now that I'm done my treatment. I returned the call and said yes, I would be happy to help out. Just a little something but it does make me feel good to do.
I've also heard that a bosom buddy of mine is having some additional breast surgery mid November. I ask that you keep her in your prayers while she prepares for this surgery, and for a speedy recovery. She was actually my first bosom buddy since I was diagnosed. She continues to be my inspiration.
When I got home there was a message on my machine. Someone was asking if I could chaperone the band at the Halloween parade this Saturday. I had put the word out that I was able to help out if needed now that I'm done my treatment. I returned the call and said yes, I would be happy to help out. Just a little something but it does make me feel good to do.
I've also heard that a bosom buddy of mine is having some additional breast surgery mid November. I ask that you keep her in your prayers while she prepares for this surgery, and for a speedy recovery. She was actually my first bosom buddy since I was diagnosed. She continues to be my inspiration.
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
No new job for me
I got the call from HR today that I didn't get the job that I had applied for in Electronic Banking. Just not in my cards I guess. I have to believe that something better is going to come to me. If I tried to second guess and figure out why things happen to me/us, I would go crazy. What will be will be.
In the back of my head I still would love to work at the local college. That's been my dream since moving here. It's such a good place to work, that it's very difficult to get a job there.
Short blog today. Thanks for listening to me.
In the back of my head I still would love to work at the local college. That's been my dream since moving here. It's such a good place to work, that it's very difficult to get a job there.
Short blog today. Thanks for listening to me.
Monday, October 24, 2005
When I got home from work today, I saw a deer in the backyard. I haven't seen a deer for such a long time. Tim has seen one in the morning after I have left for work. And then two more arrived. As usual I said to them, "God bless you. You are so special. And please be careful, next month the boys will be after you!" I had to grab a picture just to show you. You will only see 2 of them, the other was still in the woods.
That's the highlight of my day. I'm easily thrilled.
Tim's got a sore throat so he has orders to stay away from Barry. He did go to school today. It was his last soccer game and since it was raining, he felt he couldn't miss it!! Oh well. I've medicated him the best I can. When he left his bedroom this morning, I sprayed lysol.
Well, that's it for today. No word on job. That's fine though.
That's the highlight of my day. I'm easily thrilled.
Tim's got a sore throat so he has orders to stay away from Barry. He did go to school today. It was his last soccer game and since it was raining, he felt he couldn't miss it!! Oh well. I've medicated him the best I can. When he left his bedroom this morning, I sprayed lysol.
Well, that's it for today. No word on job. That's fine though.
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Sunday
Barry cooked another great meal for us today. Marinated flank steak with some great seasonings, and cooked it on the grill. Unlike when I cook it, it was just perfect. Nice and juicy. Along with mashed potato and corn. Can't get much better.
Tim and I did lawn duty, ours and the neighbor's. I love being outside and just cutting the lawn. Quite easy when all you have to do is sit and drive the mower. Tim did weedwacking and raking. Both lawns look great.
Tim got together with 2 of his friends and went golfing today. For $4.00 they played 9 holes of golf. Pretty inexpensive fun. I wish he would do that more often.
We cooked 2 loaves of bread for Tim's latin class. It's for extra credit. Believe me, I'm no cook. That's why Tim didn't mention it to me earlier. Figured I was not up to it then. Had never made it before, called pompeian bread. Would like to taste it but have to send both in to school. Hope they enjoy it. I also made another apple pie this evening. Barry keeps going to the orchard, and I keep making pies. Mmmmm.
Tim and I did lawn duty, ours and the neighbor's. I love being outside and just cutting the lawn. Quite easy when all you have to do is sit and drive the mower. Tim did weedwacking and raking. Both lawns look great.
Tim got together with 2 of his friends and went golfing today. For $4.00 they played 9 holes of golf. Pretty inexpensive fun. I wish he would do that more often.
We cooked 2 loaves of bread for Tim's latin class. It's for extra credit. Believe me, I'm no cook. That's why Tim didn't mention it to me earlier. Figured I was not up to it then. Had never made it before, called pompeian bread. Would like to taste it but have to send both in to school. Hope they enjoy it. I also made another apple pie this evening. Barry keeps going to the orchard, and I keep making pies. Mmmmm.
Saturday, October 22, 2005
A rainy day
Tim had a friend sleep over last night. And do you know what time we all got out of bed? Just about noontime! Geez,I felt like a teenager. The boys went to bed probably around 3 a.m. ish, and I went to bed around 11 ish. Guess I got enough sleep. Sure did feel great. I would wake up every so often, look at the clock, know that it was raining, and then go back to sleep. Haven't had a sleep like that in a long time.
After bringing Andrew home, we went to the outlets to do some shopping. I was surprised at how busy the stores were. A dreary rainy day.
I went to see Tim play a soccer game in the rain this evening. It was the last game that I would see this year. He plays his official last game on Monday after school, but I'll be at work. They tied and the game was pretty even. I have enjoyed watching him grow this season.
We came home to a home cooked meal prepared by Barry. He stayed home due to the weather. No need to get sick. He had cooked "city chicken", mashed potato and a nice red cabbage dish. And of course, gracy. What a nice treat.
After dinner, I went in the hot tub. First time in months that I've enjoyed it. While going through radiation I was not able to, plus the summer was so hot. I enjoy the using it when the temps are cool. The best time is during a snow storm.
After bringing Andrew home, we went to the outlets to do some shopping. I was surprised at how busy the stores were. A dreary rainy day.
I went to see Tim play a soccer game in the rain this evening. It was the last game that I would see this year. He plays his official last game on Monday after school, but I'll be at work. They tied and the game was pretty even. I have enjoyed watching him grow this season.
We came home to a home cooked meal prepared by Barry. He stayed home due to the weather. No need to get sick. He had cooked "city chicken", mashed potato and a nice red cabbage dish. And of course, gracy. What a nice treat.
After dinner, I went in the hot tub. First time in months that I've enjoyed it. While going through radiation I was not able to, plus the summer was so hot. I enjoy the using it when the temps are cool. The best time is during a snow storm.
Friday, October 21, 2005
Interview today
I had the interview for the job with Electronic Banking today. Have been asked how it went. I tell them that I did the best I could, not sure if it's a better job but at least it's a different job for me. And now it's out of my hands. What will be will be. Life will go on whether I get the job or not.
Barry and I chose not to go to the high school game tonight due to the rain. Neither of us needs to get sick. Raining and temps in 40 degrees. Tim will have fun, at least at 3rd quarter when the kids can socialize with their friends.
Barry had another chemo treatment today. Will be interesting to see if he continues with the side effects he had last week. Hopefully not. For the first time since getting chemo he needed procrit today. Low white blood counts I believe. Just on the border.
Tim has his last weekend soccer game tomorrow evening. Always a short season. I've enjoyed seeing him play this year. He's really advanced since last year. Especially in the speed department.
Barry and I chose not to go to the high school game tonight due to the rain. Neither of us needs to get sick. Raining and temps in 40 degrees. Tim will have fun, at least at 3rd quarter when the kids can socialize with their friends.
Barry had another chemo treatment today. Will be interesting to see if he continues with the side effects he had last week. Hopefully not. For the first time since getting chemo he needed procrit today. Low white blood counts I believe. Just on the border.
Tim has his last weekend soccer game tomorrow evening. Always a short season. I've enjoyed seeing him play this year. He's really advanced since last year. Especially in the speed department.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Dr's Visit today
I met with Dr. Garrow today. Everything is fine and I don't have another appt. until next May. Have scheduled a mammogram in March. Pap smear will be scheduled in the spring sometime. While there I got a flu shot at his recommendation.
I have an interview with another department at the bank tomorrow morning. Don't know if it's a better job for me, but as it is now I come home often in a bad mood. Not the best way to treat myself and especially Tim. I'm not nervous at all since I know the woman who is the boss, and because it's only a job. Don't sweat the small stuff!
I have written the blog support people. I don't know why their blue header is covering up the top of my blogs. Very annoying to me. Hopefully they will respond to my email.
I have an interview with another department at the bank tomorrow morning. Don't know if it's a better job for me, but as it is now I come home often in a bad mood. Not the best way to treat myself and especially Tim. I'm not nervous at all since I know the woman who is the boss, and because it's only a job. Don't sweat the small stuff!
I have written the blog support people. I don't know why their blue header is covering up the top of my blogs. Very annoying to me. Hopefully they will respond to my email.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Mid week
I had a good day at work today. Just felt good. Actually came home in a good mood. How strange is that..
For dinner I made an easy chicken and vegetables in cream sauce, which is placed in a Pepperidge Farm pastry shell. Mmmm. Nice and easy. My kind of dinner.
I got Tim's picture back from homecoming. The picture is one of the best I've seen of him. Annie looks gorgeous. They made a cute couple. And if you know me, I'll probably be posting it on my blog eventually. Just need to have it scanned.
That's it for today. Night.
For dinner I made an easy chicken and vegetables in cream sauce, which is placed in a Pepperidge Farm pastry shell. Mmmm. Nice and easy. My kind of dinner.
I got Tim's picture back from homecoming. The picture is one of the best I've seen of him. Annie looks gorgeous. They made a cute couple. And if you know me, I'll probably be posting it on my blog eventually. Just need to have it scanned.
That's it for today. Night.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Since it's Tuesday, it's Subway day for Tim and myself. Otherwise known as another day I have no clue what is for dinner!
As soon as I got home, I washed my truck. It was so dirty. We ate our subs and then Tim did his homework. He wanted to go see the Varsity soccer game. I dropped him off so he could. Am so glad that he is outgoing.
Just picked him up and he's finishing up his homework.
I guess it's good that there isn't much to report lately on my blog. I continue to feel everyone's prayers. The redness signs of my radiation are slowly disappearing. I get to see Dr. Garrow (my oncologist) this Thursday. Haven't seen him as my doctor since I finished chemo. Have seen him socially though. I guess then I will have more information on what will be happening with me now. I expect I will need to catch up on mammogram (yuck) and pap smear tests. Had those on hold while going through treatment.
As soon as I got home, I washed my truck. It was so dirty. We ate our subs and then Tim did his homework. He wanted to go see the Varsity soccer game. I dropped him off so he could. Am so glad that he is outgoing.
Just picked him up and he's finishing up his homework.
I guess it's good that there isn't much to report lately on my blog. I continue to feel everyone's prayers. The redness signs of my radiation are slowly disappearing. I get to see Dr. Garrow (my oncologist) this Thursday. Haven't seen him as my doctor since I finished chemo. Have seen him socially though. I guess then I will have more information on what will be happening with me now. I expect I will need to catch up on mammogram (yuck) and pap smear tests. Had those on hold while going through treatment.
Monday, October 17, 2005
Another busy day
Nothing new to report. Just that I'm here and about to go to bed. I can't go to bed without at least posting a quick hello!
Sunday, October 16, 2005
Used a comb today (for a few strands of hair)!
Matt left by 5 a.m. this morning. We had such a great visit with him. House is once again quiet.
After taking a shower this morning, I had to use a comb for the first time in months! A wee bit around my ears. Can't remember the last time I had one in my hands...
I went to a shower this afternoon for a friend of mine. Had a great time. While I was gone, Tim rode bikes with a friend. I have to say this about Tim, he sure does enjoy riding his bike. Usually he rides by himself. A bike ride for Tim is about 10 miles. Hopefully he'll continue this activity. He even likes to ride in the winter wearing his under armor shirt.
I took a chance and made american chop suey for dinner. It was the recipe that Barry had made a week or so ago. Nice and tasty, and the best thing it's easy to make. For dessert I'm going to have some homemade apple pie.
I look back at such a nice few days. And I didn't nap on either weekend day. It was so nice just laying in bed in the evening and listening to Barry talk with his brother Matt. I continue to have such admiration for Barry. Even with not feeling 100% yesterday, he never complained. Can't say that about many people.
Thanks Matt for coming to see us. And for giving Barry a hand.
After taking a shower this morning, I had to use a comb for the first time in months! A wee bit around my ears. Can't remember the last time I had one in my hands...
I went to a shower this afternoon for a friend of mine. Had a great time. While I was gone, Tim rode bikes with a friend. I have to say this about Tim, he sure does enjoy riding his bike. Usually he rides by himself. A bike ride for Tim is about 10 miles. Hopefully he'll continue this activity. He even likes to ride in the winter wearing his under armor shirt.
I took a chance and made american chop suey for dinner. It was the recipe that Barry had made a week or so ago. Nice and tasty, and the best thing it's easy to make. For dessert I'm going to have some homemade apple pie.
I look back at such a nice few days. And I didn't nap on either weekend day. It was so nice just laying in bed in the evening and listening to Barry talk with his brother Matt. I continue to have such admiration for Barry. Even with not feeling 100% yesterday, he never complained. Can't say that about many people.
Thanks Matt for coming to see us. And for giving Barry a hand.
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Can you believe I didn't post anything yesterday! My sister once told me that is good. Means I'm busy.
Tim went to football game. The team won again. 7 wins 0 losses. While he was away, Barry, Matt and I went out to dinner. Was nice just having someone else to talk to. During the day, Barry and Matt spent time together and went to a Mexican restaurant.
Already today, I've bought Tim his first hunting license! The Pearsons have kindly offered to take him hunting with their boys. He's quite excited. If not for others, am sure he wouldn't have had a chance to go otherwise. Thanks Mike!
Tim played soccer away today. Just a couple of towns away. It was a great game. Tim scored a goal which was great for all of us to see. And the team won. You can't beat that. After the game, Tim stayed to watch the Varsity team. They didn't do as well. They lost their game.
While Tim was enjoying the other soccer game, we went home. Matt helped Barry move bags of coal that were purchased last winter from outside the house to the coal bin. That was a lot of help. After cooking burgers on the grill, I made an apple pie. (which we will enjoy later). And then I cut the lawn. Matt and Barry then installed the router for our outside antenna. Barry had purchased that while back. Should have got pictures of both of them up on the roof together.
We are about to go out for Mexican food. Tim couldn't get enough soccer so he's watching the girls play their game now. He is lucky to have such good friends, boys and girls. I think it's all in having a good attitude. Until later....
Tim went to football game. The team won again. 7 wins 0 losses. While he was away, Barry, Matt and I went out to dinner. Was nice just having someone else to talk to. During the day, Barry and Matt spent time together and went to a Mexican restaurant.
Already today, I've bought Tim his first hunting license! The Pearsons have kindly offered to take him hunting with their boys. He's quite excited. If not for others, am sure he wouldn't have had a chance to go otherwise. Thanks Mike!
Tim played soccer away today. Just a couple of towns away. It was a great game. Tim scored a goal which was great for all of us to see. And the team won. You can't beat that. After the game, Tim stayed to watch the Varsity team. They didn't do as well. They lost their game.
While Tim was enjoying the other soccer game, we went home. Matt helped Barry move bags of coal that were purchased last winter from outside the house to the coal bin. That was a lot of help. After cooking burgers on the grill, I made an apple pie. (which we will enjoy later). And then I cut the lawn. Matt and Barry then installed the router for our outside antenna. Barry had purchased that while back. Should have got pictures of both of them up on the roof together.
We are about to go out for Mexican food. Tim couldn't get enough soccer so he's watching the girls play their game now. He is lucky to have such good friends, boys and girls. I think it's all in having a good attitude. Until later....
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Matt arrives
Barry's brother Matt arrived this evening just in time to see Tim play at his soccer game. Wasn't able to see Tim score, but at least saw Tim play well. Matt has been at meetings in Ohio and has taken the time to stop here for a visit with us. It's good seeing him. And even though it may not be in the top 10 things to do with your brother category, he will be going with Barry to his chemo treatment in the morning. That's a good brother!
Short blog tonight. Want to enjoy Matt's company.
Barry's taking tomorrow night off to be with Matt. Probably will be going to see the football game. Weather and time will tell.
Short blog tonight. Want to enjoy Matt's company.
Barry's taking tomorrow night off to be with Matt. Probably will be going to see the football game. Weather and time will tell.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Setting priorities
After feeling sorry for myself last night, I've come back to reality. Have to prioritize things. A job is just a job, shouldn't be my main concern. Will apply for jobs, but can't get so discouraged. It's all in God's hands.
Hey Hoppe. Where were you last night when I was indulging in self pity? Thanks for those wise words.
I did apply for the job in another department today. Actually had mini tour of what the job would be all about. The manager of the dept. invited me in for that. Sounds interesting to me. Just need a change after doing present job for 2 1/2 years. And I won't sweat the small stuff if I don't get it!
Went to Tim's open school night. It was nice meeting his teachers. Just don't ask me their names.. Chemo brain.
Hey Hoppe. Where were you last night when I was indulging in self pity? Thanks for those wise words.
I did apply for the job in another department today. Actually had mini tour of what the job would be all about. The manager of the dept. invited me in for that. Sounds interesting to me. Just need a change after doing present job for 2 1/2 years. And I won't sweat the small stuff if I don't get it!
Went to Tim's open school night. It was nice meeting his teachers. Just don't ask me their names.. Chemo brain.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Didn't get job
A very busy day at work. Holidays are never worth having. Work is always double when you return.
After work I went to see Tim play soccer. Unfortunately, they lost. But I do enjoy seeing him play.
When I got home, there was message from the Director at the Cancer Center. She told me that I did not get the job. Two people who applied internally got the positions. She left me her phone # and told me that she would forward my resume to HR dept. Am thankful that Dr. Garrow at least gave her my resume and also that she had courtesy to call me. So many times you can apply for a job and never hear from the company. I guess it wasn't meant to be. And Dad, I will apply for the job at the bank in the other dept. tomorrow.
Tomorrow is open school night for Tim which I'll be attending. And Barry's brother Matt is arriving in the evening. Will be here for a few days. Looking forward to his visit, as I am sure Barry is.
After work I went to see Tim play soccer. Unfortunately, they lost. But I do enjoy seeing him play.
When I got home, there was message from the Director at the Cancer Center. She told me that I did not get the job. Two people who applied internally got the positions. She left me her phone # and told me that she would forward my resume to HR dept. Am thankful that Dr. Garrow at least gave her my resume and also that she had courtesy to call me. So many times you can apply for a job and never hear from the company. I guess it wasn't meant to be. And Dad, I will apply for the job at the bank in the other dept. tomorrow.
Tomorrow is open school night for Tim which I'll be attending. And Barry's brother Matt is arriving in the evening. Will be here for a few days. Looking forward to his visit, as I am sure Barry is.
Monday, October 10, 2005
I worked from 9 a.m. til noon today. Our bank purchased another bank, and therefore some departments had to work to make sure the conversion was a success. And it was. Nice and smooth. Small purchase, only consisted of 4 branches.
While at work I looked online for internal job postings. Actually found one that just got posted on Friday. It's in a department that I know someone, and I'm also friendly with the manager. Have already emailed both of them to see what the job is all about. It would be a lateral move, but after a couple of years where I am it is time for a change. I've also applied for a job at the Cancer Center. Time to move forward for me.
When I got home, Barry suggested going out to lunch. And I always jump for that opportunity.
Tim had Sean come over and they completed a project that is due this Friday. Good job boys! And while they worked, I took a nap. Mmmmm.
Am making macaroni and cheese now. Can you smell it?
While at work I looked online for internal job postings. Actually found one that just got posted on Friday. It's in a department that I know someone, and I'm also friendly with the manager. Have already emailed both of them to see what the job is all about. It would be a lateral move, but after a couple of years where I am it is time for a change. I've also applied for a job at the Cancer Center. Time to move forward for me.
When I got home, Barry suggested going out to lunch. And I always jump for that opportunity.
Tim had Sean come over and they completed a project that is due this Friday. Good job boys! And while they worked, I took a nap. Mmmmm.
Am making macaroni and cheese now. Can you smell it?
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Barry cooked a nice lunch (dinner) for us today. Porkchops with apples on top, along with rice in the presscure cooker. Had the acorn squash also from our Amish farmer. What a tasty meal. Made tastier because I didn't have to cook it! Then he went to work.
Tim went to a buddy's house for a couple of hours to play and make dirt bike paths. It was on our way there that I took the pictures that are posted on my blog today.
I heard from my sister today that her husband WON a 2002 red Camara limited edition convertible! He bought the ticket on Father's Day weekend. That certainly is good news. Can't wait to see pictures of them and the car.
And of course, I took a nice nap. Have to say most naps are good!
By the way Maureen: I also have a chance to win a red convertible car. The drawing is in 2 weeks and I have the WINNING ticket. A local church is raffling off the mate to your car!! When I win it, I'm going to have Barry drive to the Cape to show you it. Yes, since Barry was diagnosed he has been looking at convertibles. And this is going to be my gift to him....
Tim went to a buddy's house for a couple of hours to play and make dirt bike paths. It was on our way there that I took the pictures that are posted on my blog today.
I heard from my sister today that her husband WON a 2002 red Camara limited edition convertible! He bought the ticket on Father's Day weekend. That certainly is good news. Can't wait to see pictures of them and the car.
And of course, I took a nice nap. Have to say most naps are good!
By the way Maureen: I also have a chance to win a red convertible car. The drawing is in 2 weeks and I have the WINNING ticket. A local church is raffling off the mate to your car!! When I win it, I'm going to have Barry drive to the Cape to show you it. Yes, since Barry was diagnosed he has been looking at convertibles. And this is going to be my gift to him....
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Touching others is what it's all about..
Since Barry had his chemo yesterday, he wasn't able to sleep much last night. Went to bed at about 5 a.m., just worked on his computer rather than toss and turn in bed. Even with his new drug which is supposed to cause sleepiness, the steroid was stronger. Then he got up at 10:30 a.m. to take Tim dirtbiking.
Tim went dirtbiking with his buddies today for a few hours. One of his friends Josh F. had moved to Tennessee and came to visit for a couple of days. So the kids were able to spend time with him.
While he was gone, Barry and I went to butcher and got some groceries. And had a quick bite to eat.
After we picked up Tim we went to local Amish stand to buy a pumpkin and some fresh veggies. Actually were able to buy some tomatoes still. As we were standing at the stand, the Amish man said he thought he knew us from before. Said that in the spring at his greenhouse, he had met a woman going through breast cancer, along with her husband who had shaved his head in solidarity. I told him that it was not us. I could tell by his tone of the conversation that he was really interested in our story. We explained the situation and he brought up the fact that his wife is having a procedure this week to see if she has breast cancer. He was full of questions: should someone go through chemo and radiation? was one of them. Told him that going through treatment was better than dying. And that the uncertainty/waiting for a diagnosis is very hard. I also told him that God gives you the strength to go through these trials. He mentioned that his wife Nancy had spoke about this earlier couple to him, wishing she could talk to that woman about breast cancer. I joked with him about him not being able to go online to read my journal, and his wife not being able to call me to talk. He said that she would be able to call me and asked for my phone number. Of which I gave him.
I've realized since being diagnosed that I talk to everyone now who will listen to me about cancer. You don't know how good I felt as I left that Amish man. If you touch one person/help one person, than I think you're doing what God wants you to do. To minister. I've explained this to Tim. And it only makes me feel that perhaps helping others in the cancer field is my true calling after all these years. It's strange how things happen for a reason. Just this week I applied at a local hospital to work at the Cancer center where we've been treated. Maybe God does work in mysterious ways!
As I was cutting onions tonight, I cut my thumb. Was only a small cut. Put bandaid on it immediately, and do you know that it kept bleeding right through it. Had to put paper towel around it tightly. And it continued to bleed for about an hour. Proof that my blood counts are down a bit. First cut I've got since going through treamtment. Am thinking that is platelet related. Notice also that I bruise easier than before. My counts are not what they used to be, I'm sure of that.
Tim went dirtbiking with his buddies today for a few hours. One of his friends Josh F. had moved to Tennessee and came to visit for a couple of days. So the kids were able to spend time with him.
While he was gone, Barry and I went to butcher and got some groceries. And had a quick bite to eat.
After we picked up Tim we went to local Amish stand to buy a pumpkin and some fresh veggies. Actually were able to buy some tomatoes still. As we were standing at the stand, the Amish man said he thought he knew us from before. Said that in the spring at his greenhouse, he had met a woman going through breast cancer, along with her husband who had shaved his head in solidarity. I told him that it was not us. I could tell by his tone of the conversation that he was really interested in our story. We explained the situation and he brought up the fact that his wife is having a procedure this week to see if she has breast cancer. He was full of questions: should someone go through chemo and radiation? was one of them. Told him that going through treatment was better than dying. And that the uncertainty/waiting for a diagnosis is very hard. I also told him that God gives you the strength to go through these trials. He mentioned that his wife Nancy had spoke about this earlier couple to him, wishing she could talk to that woman about breast cancer. I joked with him about him not being able to go online to read my journal, and his wife not being able to call me to talk. He said that she would be able to call me and asked for my phone number. Of which I gave him.
I've realized since being diagnosed that I talk to everyone now who will listen to me about cancer. You don't know how good I felt as I left that Amish man. If you touch one person/help one person, than I think you're doing what God wants you to do. To minister. I've explained this to Tim. And it only makes me feel that perhaps helping others in the cancer field is my true calling after all these years. It's strange how things happen for a reason. Just this week I applied at a local hospital to work at the Cancer center where we've been treated. Maybe God does work in mysterious ways!
As I was cutting onions tonight, I cut my thumb. Was only a small cut. Put bandaid on it immediately, and do you know that it kept bleeding right through it. Had to put paper towel around it tightly. And it continued to bleed for about an hour. Proof that my blood counts are down a bit. First cut I've got since going through treamtment. Am thinking that is platelet related. Notice also that I bruise easier than before. My counts are not what they used to be, I'm sure of that.
Friday, October 07, 2005
An end of a pretty good week....
I got another beautiful arrangement from Marti who works at a branch today. I've been truly blessed with such a great support system.
Barry had his second chemo with new drug this morning.
Tim's at a football game this evening. I stayed home, not a good night to be outside. Felt like taking it easy instead. Drizzling outside.
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I just wanted to show you the email that my boss sent out to all the employees in our building on my last radiation day:
"As many of you know, Jane Kaminske has been bravely battling breast cancer. Since March, Jane has gone through 3 surgeries, 4 chemotherapy sessions and 36 radiation treatments. Through all this, she has come to work with a smile on her face and a positive attitude.
As of today, Jane will have successfully completed her treatments! This is a huge accomplishment and we would all like to congratulate Jane. Please join us in the Retail Support area for a celebration. We will serve cake to everyone at the Technology Center. Please stop by this afternoon anytime (except from 2:30-3:30, for Jane will be at her last treatment) to help us congratulate her success!"
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Sums up what I've been through these past 7 months. Very nice.
Barry had his second chemo with new drug this morning.
Tim's at a football game this evening. I stayed home, not a good night to be outside. Felt like taking it easy instead. Drizzling outside.
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I just wanted to show you the email that my boss sent out to all the employees in our building on my last radiation day:
"As many of you know, Jane Kaminske has been bravely battling breast cancer. Since March, Jane has gone through 3 surgeries, 4 chemotherapy sessions and 36 radiation treatments. Through all this, she has come to work with a smile on her face and a positive attitude.
As of today, Jane will have successfully completed her treatments! This is a huge accomplishment and we would all like to congratulate Jane. Please join us in the Retail Support area for a celebration. We will serve cake to everyone at the Technology Center. Please stop by this afternoon anytime (except from 2:30-3:30, for Jane will be at her last treatment) to help us congratulate her success!"
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Sums up what I've been through these past 7 months. Very nice.
Thursday, October 06, 2005
Nice not having radiation
It was so strange when I looked at the clock today and it was 2:40 p.m. I wasn't at radiation!
It was another good day at work today.
I'm a bit tired today, that's why the late blog posting. Couldn't stop yawning on the way home from work. Hopefully will hit the bed early tonight.
Barry goes for his weekly chemo appt. tomorrow morning. As always, he continues to work and not miss any time. He's so strong.
Well, that's it for now.
It was another good day at work today.
I'm a bit tired today, that's why the late blog posting. Couldn't stop yawning on the way home from work. Hopefully will hit the bed early tonight.
Barry goes for his weekly chemo appt. tomorrow morning. As always, he continues to work and not miss any time. He's so strong.
Well, that's it for now.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
My radiation is complete!
And I'm looking forward to it. Never thought it would come. Thanks to all for your continued prayers for us. Sort of a bittersweet day but I have to take time to celebrate for me. Now I can focus on Barry.
Upon arriving at work I was greatly surprised! My department had decorated my desk and had planned a congratulations party for me. I was truly surprised. My desk was all decorated with balloons and streamers, with a Way To Go message on a bulletin board. I received a mum plant from my boss's mother. She actually delivered it to me at the bank. It was the first time I had met her.
I also received a beautiful fall bouquet of flowers from the whole building where I work. And to top it off, a bottle of champagne was given to me by Andy L. and Beth C. from the Administration area of our building. I've taken lots of pictures and will show them to you.
It's not just a food party, it's also a cake party. Two huge trays with cake were delivered for me to share with the whole building. Soon an email is going to be mailed to all employees to come up for a piece of cake.
I am truly blessed. And so appreciative of this attention. Today is definitely one of the GOOD DAYS. Thanks to all.
I had my last radiation appointment today! Wow. All done. I was also able to pick up Barry's pills that the drug company provided us. He will start taking a daily pill this evening. My follow up appointment is next February. As I was leaving I ran in to Dr. Garrow my oncologist. Took a picture of him and myself. I actually received a certificate for completing radiation treatment. Was scheduled to have follow up appt. with him but he said to reschedule in a couple of weeks. Said I should relax for a few days, no need to see him now.
As soon as I could tell that there was going to be cake leftover, I thought of Barry and his crew. I knew the exact place to bring it. Tim and I delivered it to him at his job. He was able to enjoy a piece. It didn't take long for the guys and gals to have some of it. I was so happy to share my good day with them. And Meg has been wanting to see me in person. So many of his employees have been supportive of both of us during this process.
Since Barry had gone to work early today, he surprised me and was able to leave work and join Tim and myself for dinner. This was a nice treat. We went out to dinner as a family. Something I had not expected to do which made it more special.
What a day. A great day. I know the days ahead may be difficult but today I had to soak in the good stuff. A time to energize my soul. I truly saw many angels walking among me today.
THANK YOU.
Upon arriving at work I was greatly surprised! My department had decorated my desk and had planned a congratulations party for me. I was truly surprised. My desk was all decorated with balloons and streamers, with a Way To Go message on a bulletin board. I received a mum plant from my boss's mother. She actually delivered it to me at the bank. It was the first time I had met her.
I also received a beautiful fall bouquet of flowers from the whole building where I work. And to top it off, a bottle of champagne was given to me by Andy L. and Beth C. from the Administration area of our building. I've taken lots of pictures and will show them to you.
It's not just a food party, it's also a cake party. Two huge trays with cake were delivered for me to share with the whole building. Soon an email is going to be mailed to all employees to come up for a piece of cake.
I am truly blessed. And so appreciative of this attention. Today is definitely one of the GOOD DAYS. Thanks to all.
I had my last radiation appointment today! Wow. All done. I was also able to pick up Barry's pills that the drug company provided us. He will start taking a daily pill this evening. My follow up appointment is next February. As I was leaving I ran in to Dr. Garrow my oncologist. Took a picture of him and myself. I actually received a certificate for completing radiation treatment. Was scheduled to have follow up appt. with him but he said to reschedule in a couple of weeks. Said I should relax for a few days, no need to see him now.
As soon as I could tell that there was going to be cake leftover, I thought of Barry and his crew. I knew the exact place to bring it. Tim and I delivered it to him at his job. He was able to enjoy a piece. It didn't take long for the guys and gals to have some of it. I was so happy to share my good day with them. And Meg has been wanting to see me in person. So many of his employees have been supportive of both of us during this process.
Since Barry had gone to work early today, he surprised me and was able to leave work and join Tim and myself for dinner. This was a nice treat. We went out to dinner as a family. Something I had not expected to do which made it more special.
What a day. A great day. I know the days ahead may be difficult but today I had to soak in the good stuff. A time to energize my soul. I truly saw many angels walking among me today.
THANK YOU.
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
ONE MORE DAY
One more day of radiation. Yes, an emotional roller coaster. So much has happened, too much to even remember.
Will be giving the technicians a container of twizzlers tomorrow. They've been so kind to me.
By 3 p.m. tomorrow this part of my journey will be over. Yeah.
Going out to dinner with Timmy after I get my nails done tomorrow to celebrate.
Will be giving the technicians a container of twizzlers tomorrow. They've been so kind to me.
By 3 p.m. tomorrow this part of my journey will be over. Yeah.
Going out to dinner with Timmy after I get my nails done tomorrow to celebrate.
Monday, October 03, 2005
The last days of my radiation
Had my afternoon radiation today, leaving 2 more. Can't wait. They asked if I was taking the day off to celebrate/go out to dinner. Said no, just rushing back to my job like I've done for over 7 weeks. I won't miss that at all.
An exhausting day today with someone on vacation, and people that are new to the dept. And Mondays are usually crappy. So pooped I can't wait to hit the bed.
That's it for now. See you tomorrow.
An exhausting day today with someone on vacation, and people that are new to the dept. And Mondays are usually crappy. So pooped I can't wait to hit the bed.
That's it for now. See you tomorrow.
Sunday, October 02, 2005
The end of a great weekend.
The great weekend started on Friday and here it is Sunday evening. A great one.
Went to Sam's club today, with the main item on my shopping list being twizzlers. I want to give them to the Cancer Center this week since it's my last week for radiation. They continue to be so kind and caring there. And am very happy that they had this item. Last time Barry was there it was not available.
I had the best nap today. Last night and during this nap, I've started having dreams. It's been many weeks that I've had a dream (or known I've had one). Felt great.
Went out to dinner. And now back home.
I have THREE days of radiation left. Have an appointment with Dr. Garrow this week, also. It seemed so far in the distance when this appt. was made about 2 months ago. These 7/8 weeks did go by so fast. Radiation as compared to chemo is much easier.
Looking forward to a GOOD week. Wonder why.... I have a reason to celebrate. Anyone want to join me!
Went to Sam's club today, with the main item on my shopping list being twizzlers. I want to give them to the Cancer Center this week since it's my last week for radiation. They continue to be so kind and caring there. And am very happy that they had this item. Last time Barry was there it was not available.
I had the best nap today. Last night and during this nap, I've started having dreams. It's been many weeks that I've had a dream (or known I've had one). Felt great.
Went out to dinner. And now back home.
I have THREE days of radiation left. Have an appointment with Dr. Garrow this week, also. It seemed so far in the distance when this appt. was made about 2 months ago. These 7/8 weeks did go by so fast. Radiation as compared to chemo is much easier.
Looking forward to a GOOD week. Wonder why.... I have a reason to celebrate. Anyone want to join me!
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Tim's homecoming dance is this evening
Barry was up all night from effects of chemo. Wide awake from one of the drugs. Not sure if he ever did fall asleep.
I picked up Tim's flowers for Annie in the morning. Then woke him up and we went to his soccer game. Due to Barry's work schedule, he was able to see both of Tim's games this week. It was such a beautiful day today. Perfect weather. The game was tied.
During the afternoon, both Barry and I washed our vehicles. Tim did his usual weed wacking of the yard. It was about 3:30 p.m. that he went inside to clean up for the homecoming dance. So nice having a boy, low mainenance. I was so proud of him today as I watched him get dressed for his first big dance. After every thing that has happened in our family, it is so nice that he actually has remained such a great kid. He's the best. He dressed in black, which I told him is always classy. Black dress shirt and slacks. That's all you need to look good. I took some pictures of him outside and then we went to pick up his date Annie C. at about 5 p.m.
We arrived at Annie's house and she looked gorgeous in her midnight blue dress. The flowers that Tim gave her matched her dress perfectly. Her parents and family greeted us as we took more pictures of Tim and Annie. They own a dairy farm, hard working family.
We then drove the kids to BJ's house to meet the other six couples. You should have seen all the family and friends of these handsome children taking pictures of them. It was such a site. After Annie had heard that some girls were at beauty parlors having their hair done, I heard her tell them that her cousin had styled her hair in her kitchen, and that there were 74 bobby pins in it. She is a beautiful girl and very down to earth, nothing phony about her. These boys and girls were so perfectly dressed. And as I learned from this experience, boys' ties match the girls' dresses. Tim has known most of these kids since moving here. It's so nice that they remain friends. I've heard these names for a long time. Can't say it enough, good kids. My wish is that in years to come I can continue to say these things.
After picture taking the parents drove the couples to a local restaurant where they were able to dine by themselves. While the kids were eating, we went back to BJ's house and had so much food. She had made meatballs/sausage and sauce, pasta and so many appetizers. Melda had made wedding soup which was so delicious. We were there for about 2 hours and then picked up the kids for the dance.
When Tim and Annie got into the truck (and yes Tim opened the door for her), they got to laughing because Annie ordered off the kids menu! Chicken fingers. Tim also had chicken. It was so nice that the kids were actually talking in the truck and not shy. Dropped them off at the dance by 8:30 p.m. Will be picking them up at 10:30 p.m.
As you can see by the length of this blog, it was a GOOD day for our family. A day that no one take can away from us. And will stay in my heart for a long time. As Tim got dressed this afternoon I told him that he is the reason that I've become sociable.
I picked Tim and Annie up at 10:30 p.m. They had such a good time at the dance. We then drove Annie home.
Thank you BJ (a blogger) for planning such a nice gathering. And to many more good days...........
I picked up Tim's flowers for Annie in the morning. Then woke him up and we went to his soccer game. Due to Barry's work schedule, he was able to see both of Tim's games this week. It was such a beautiful day today. Perfect weather. The game was tied.
During the afternoon, both Barry and I washed our vehicles. Tim did his usual weed wacking of the yard. It was about 3:30 p.m. that he went inside to clean up for the homecoming dance. So nice having a boy, low mainenance. I was so proud of him today as I watched him get dressed for his first big dance. After every thing that has happened in our family, it is so nice that he actually has remained such a great kid. He's the best. He dressed in black, which I told him is always classy. Black dress shirt and slacks. That's all you need to look good. I took some pictures of him outside and then we went to pick up his date Annie C. at about 5 p.m.
We arrived at Annie's house and she looked gorgeous in her midnight blue dress. The flowers that Tim gave her matched her dress perfectly. Her parents and family greeted us as we took more pictures of Tim and Annie. They own a dairy farm, hard working family.
We then drove the kids to BJ's house to meet the other six couples. You should have seen all the family and friends of these handsome children taking pictures of them. It was such a site. After Annie had heard that some girls were at beauty parlors having their hair done, I heard her tell them that her cousin had styled her hair in her kitchen, and that there were 74 bobby pins in it. She is a beautiful girl and very down to earth, nothing phony about her. These boys and girls were so perfectly dressed. And as I learned from this experience, boys' ties match the girls' dresses. Tim has known most of these kids since moving here. It's so nice that they remain friends. I've heard these names for a long time. Can't say it enough, good kids. My wish is that in years to come I can continue to say these things.
After picture taking the parents drove the couples to a local restaurant where they were able to dine by themselves. While the kids were eating, we went back to BJ's house and had so much food. She had made meatballs/sausage and sauce, pasta and so many appetizers. Melda had made wedding soup which was so delicious. We were there for about 2 hours and then picked up the kids for the dance.
When Tim and Annie got into the truck (and yes Tim opened the door for her), they got to laughing because Annie ordered off the kids menu! Chicken fingers. Tim also had chicken. It was so nice that the kids were actually talking in the truck and not shy. Dropped them off at the dance by 8:30 p.m. Will be picking them up at 10:30 p.m.
As you can see by the length of this blog, it was a GOOD day for our family. A day that no one take can away from us. And will stay in my heart for a long time. As Tim got dressed this afternoon I told him that he is the reason that I've become sociable.
I picked Tim and Annie up at 10:30 p.m. They had such a good time at the dance. We then drove Annie home.
Thank you BJ (a blogger) for planning such a nice gathering. And to many more good days...........
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