Barry and me. What a body!

  

These men were the chefs for the day.

  

I thought this was a good picture. Dog looking at the roasted pigs.

  

My first pig roast!

  

Farewell to Leya

After work today, our department went out to bid farewell to my friend who is moving to San Antonio. She got a really good job there and I wish her the best. She was the one who told me about this job opening from the very start. I had once worked with her. As I told her, she's one of the good ones. And will do just fine. She will be missed.
I had such a good time with the group, non stop chattering the whole time. I do think I made a good choice in moving to this department. Very friendly people.

Friends

While shopping at lunch today, I met a woman who has been a faithful bloggin' poster: Gerri. It was very nice to finally meet her. Her comments along with everyone else's, have been muchly appreciated.

I may not write every day, but please know that your thoughts keep us going.

Thanks..

PS. Day 2 of school is complete. First football game is this Friday.

A new school year

Today was the first day of school. Hard to believe that Tim is a sophomore now. Harder to believe that summer is over for the kids. Not like the old days, when kids were able to be kids during the summer. Now it is all about planned activities and camps for kids. Oh well.

Looking forward to first football game this Friday (well that probably will depend on the hurricane effecting us). Hoping it is dry enough for us to attend. As you may remember, football is a chance to socialize with our friends. And of course to listen to Tim play in the band.

I'm still here....

Sorry for not bloggin'. Gave myself a late summer vacation from bloggin'. So here's a quick update on our lives.

The past two weeks Tim had soccer camp which took up a lot of time. It was held in the morning and afternoon for over 3 hrs. each time. It is now over, thank googness. I missed having him at dinner time, not that our dinner is anything fancy. But he is good company.

School starts on Tuesday. I am wondering where the summer went, like a lot of other people I'm sure. It seems between band and soccer camp, the time went too quickly. From what I remember in my childhood, summer was a time away from school. A time just to enjoy being off. Times do change. Tim's band practices actually started the week he got out of school, and still continue at least once a week.

Today Tim had another soccer scrimmage. Didn't win but at least it was time spent practicing for the real season. He has made the varsity team, quite pleased at that.
It was a hot day, Barry didn't come. He sweats even in air conditioning, so didn't need to be outside. He has been sleeping better at night though.

After the soccer scrimmage, Tim went swimming at a friend's house. Can you believe that it was his first time in a swimsuit this summer! Never went to town pool at all. And considering how hot it was today, it was a perfect day for the pool.

Tonight he is at a party to celebrate the end of soccer camp. Certainly is ending the summer with a busy schedule. Oh yes, one more party tomorrow night for another friend in his class who is turning 16.

While he partied tonight, I cut the lawn.

My new job is great. I really like it and the people in the department. I only wish I had made the change sooner. I'm being kept busy, but without the constant ringing of a helpline telephone. Able to concentrate on deskwork. A friend of mine in the dept. will be moving to Texas, and we are having a party after work for her on Friday. I'm going to miss her but know she will do great.

Well, time to pick Tim up from party.

First day on new job

Today was my first day for my new job. From just the first day, I feel that this is a good fit for me. Since the department has been short staffed, there is a lot of catching up to do. I was just doing some data inquiries to help one of the ladies in the department today. And I was also able to go out to lunch with the department! This never happened in my other department since no two people could go to lunch at the same time. It was very enjoyable having nice conversation at lunch. Nicer also because I knew them before I got this job.

Barry was unable to sleep last night. Think it's the steroids. Hopefully he'll sleep tonight. Other than that, no complaints from him. Doing quite well with this treatment.

Barry's 4th chemoembolization complete

Just got home from Barry's 4th treatment. More to follow. He feels good. It was a good day for him yesterday.

After eating lunch I just woke up from a 2 hr. nap. Actually Tim is now home and he is also sleeping. And if you want to know, yes: Barry is the 3rd on the house doing the same thing!

Here's a summary of what happened since yesterday (from what I recall):

Got the hospital at 6 a.m. and Barry was hooked up to his IV for liquids. At 8 a.m. he was taken for CT scans and didn't return to short stay until 11 a.m. A long 3 hrs. for him. He then was prepped for his chemo treatment. At noon he was taken for his treatment. Earlier in the morning I called to see if I had a remove at the Family House, guest accomodations for patients' families who are going through serious health issues. I was so happy when I was told they had a single room for me. Here is the link to their website. Please check it out. If and when I win the lottery, my first donations will be to the Cancer Center locally, UPMC Liver Cancer Center and to this non profit organization. They truly deserve the monies.

http://www.familyhouse.org/welcome.asp

I stayed at the McKee place, just a couple of blogs from the hospital.

After Barry was taken for his treatment, I went to the Family House to check in. It was cleaner than any hotel I've stayed at. So friendly and helpful, having any possible needs you could mention. I did take a couple of pictures using my cell phone, and will attempt to download them for you. A single bed, desk, TV, shower and the whole house was nicely decorated. Could not beat the price of only $25.00 per night.

Barry did not appear on the floor of his room until 3 p.m. Had to wait an hour for his room to be cleaned. The nurses ended up moving a bed from another room into his room since cleaning dept. never showed up to clean it. Barry never minded, just continued to snore in hallway. I was the one that minded, for his own privacy. And I knew that vital signs should be checked every 15 mins.

The whole afternoon, he slept and snored. Occassionally I went out to the end of the hallway and worked on puzzles that were there. Have never made puzzles but this was so relaxing, a nice break. Barry never required pain meds during this chemo which was a blessing for him. It was at about 8 p.m. that he was allowed to sit up from being flat on his back. And for the first time he had a conversation with me. He ate the sandwich that I had bought in cafeteria at lunch, along with his favorite cookies and had some Ginger Ale. As he was eating, he was given benadryl again and quickly was back to nodding off. Dr. G stopped in to check on him. The CT scans showed no change in tumors, which we have learned to take as a good sign. After, I felt that I could leave him knowing he was fine. All this earlier time I was just sitting next to him, leaning back in chair just trying to relax.

It was about 8:30 when I left the hospital and walked to a Wendy's for a bite to go. I ate my dinner on the front porch of the Family House, rocking in a chair. If only someone could have taken my picture. By 10 p.m. I was in bed for the night.

Got back to the hospital by 8 a.m. and Barry was awake. He was in good spirits. Dr. G made his morning rounds and discharged him. We left the hospital at 10:30 a.m.

All in all, a very good chemo treatment. No growth in tumors, no pain from chemo. Barry never required pain killing meds this time. And I had a great place to go to after the day was done. Next time I've learned this: once Barry is back in his room, since he just sleeps, I will go back to my room and also rest. There is no need for me to sit there all day.

Again, thanks for all the prayers, as they are working.

Tomorrow is my first day on new job. Take care. And do check out that link.

PS. *******************
Since some one is sending SPAM links to my blog, I'm back to having to approve the postings. So bear with me.

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Forgot to thank Lisa and family for taking such good care of Tim while we were gone. It was so nice knowing that Tim was in good hands. A load off of my mind. Again, thanks!

Tim's marching at the local fair this evening. I did not go, thought if better to say home with Barry. Who by the way, continues to be a real trouper.

One job ends and another will start

After 3 1/2 years in present job, today was my last day. And it ended like I remember most days to be: very busy. Got there 1 hr. early to get work done from Friday, and worked through our lunch hour. End result: 10 hr. work day. The one thing good about it was that my new job starts on Thursday. And I'm pretty excited about that. Something new and a chance to work once again with someone I had worked with previously.

Tomorrow Barry goes once again for his chemoembolization treatment. I've decided that it was best to go by myself, not take Tim with me. Too long of a day for him. If I'm not mistaken this will be his 4th such treatment. He will be having his CT scan done before the treatment. Usually it is done a week before but doing it the same day saved us a trip into the city. Fingers crossed and prayers are being prayed for good news.

This is the picture that got published in our local newspaper. Am very proud of it. Amish boy looking down the street towards the fair.

  

I made the news...

I was quite pleased to see that a photo I had sent to the local newspaper was published today! First one ever for me. I had emailed it to the newspaper earlier this week. It was a photo of the back of an Amish boy looking down the street at our local town festival last weekend. Notice that it was the back of his head. The Amish do not like to be photographed, and this was tastefully done. Honestly, I didn't even look through the lense when the picture was taken. I took the picture just by holding the camera in front of my waist and pushing the button, just hoping to get a good picture. It worked.

I have just one day left to work at my present job. Today was one of those days with no lunch break, hectic to say the least. My only comfort is I only have 8 hrs. left to work in that department. Today was supposed to be a party for me after work, but that had to be postponed until another day.

Next week Tim starts 2 weeks of soccer camp. He's also going to play golf for the school team. He's been asked by the golf coach to play and is looking forward to it. Has had clubs for a few years and has shown interest in playing. He's quite excited to have the opportunity to play another sport. Normally I would not allow him to play two sports at the same time, but since there is a shortage of players for golf this has been approved by our athletic department. I think he'll do fine. A chance for him to learn. And heck, most corporate deals are made on golf courses! A good sport to know.

A brand new family of turkeys have arrived

  

Chain saw art

  

Hand loomed rugs for sale

  

Amish market place at the Town Fair

  

Amish boy looks down the street

  

Music that touched my heart today

  

A song dedicated to us

This weekend our town is having a street festival. My neighbor had told me that she and her friend were going to be singing Christian songs in the afternoon. So I went down and got a front row seat. Unknown to me, she dedicated a song to "a neighbor who went through cancer, along with another family member and who always had a smile on her face while doing so." Can you believe that! I must admit, as I sat alone in the front row, that I shed tears as she so graciously sang the song. Once again, angels walk among us. I am so blessed to have such wonderful friends! Thanks, Terry and Mary

No SPAMMIN' on my blog

Spammin' my blog is when someone leaves an anonymous comment on the blog, just a few words. But in the short comment there is a hyperlink that they want you to click for you to be sent somewhere else. That somewhere else is a place they want to benefit from you visiting. This has happened to me, but now I'm in the driver's seat and am taking ownership of my blog. I have fought cancer, I don't need to fight spammers.

Tim's back home from band camp. He was gone all week. I sure did miss him. It's amazing how much these kids learn in just a few days. Memorization of the music and the marching that goes along with it. Truly wonderful to watch. House was too quiet.
Football season, here we come!

Trying to stay cool

Today I was told that they are having a going away party for me next week at my job. A bunch of us are going out after work to a Mexican restaurant. Am really looking forward to that. It was a choice between a food day at work or restaurant after work.
And since you can't really enjoy yourself at work with the phones ringing I chose the restaurant. Should be lots of fun.

Am so tired of the heat. Every day it's in the 90s with humidity. I guess next February I'll be wishing I had some of this heat.

I have gone two days this week to spinning. Today I felt a bit out of place though at this class. I think I was the oldest one there, others looked like they didn't need to exercise at all. Very young and in their workout attire. And the music that was played was not the type I would ever listen to. I don't think I'll go back to this day's class again. Too loud and I just had trouble keeping up with them.

Have been eating out a lot this week. Tomorrow I've been invited for a girl's night out at local restaurant. Unless something changes, I'll be there.

PS. Had my first follow-up visit with my radiation oncologist today. Everything looks great. Only thing he said I should do is to have colonoscopy. Had that on my "to do" list this year but... He gave me the name of a doctor who uses the pill camera for this exam. You swallow what is a small video camera (size of jelly bean) and it takes many many pictures in an 8 hr. period. You wear something around your waist that records the insides of your body as it makes it way through the dark tunnels. Will look into that. Just hard to think of making an appt. since I'm starting a new job shortly.

I let Tim get in driver's seat

It's been so hot and humid lately. Have enjoyed staying inside after work. Have kept up with spinning exercise. This week I went twice after work. A lot of fun, a lot of sweat. It's about 45 minutes of high energy exercise listening to good music.

This evening Tim and I did head back to the local college track. I walked a little over a mile, he ran for quite a few laps more than I did! That's youth. It was such a beautiful site. There was a boat in the lake with a couple of guys in it. Had a small trolling engine on it. Something you don't see often. Usually only see people fishing there. It's not a large lake by any means. I did hear that a few years ago it was actually a swimming place. One of these days I have to bring my camera and take pictures of it.

Haven't written about Barry lately. He's been feeling some pain in his shoulder and liver area for past month. But you know, he never complains. I only know it because I ask him how he's doing. Takes the alleve and keeps on going. Knowing what he is going through, I try not to complain about any aches I have. One thing that amazes me, he has not lost his hair with this chemo treatment. Even though he's getting same adriamicin that I had. Strange but good.

Oh, one other thing. After Tim and I walked, I let him get in the driver's seat of truck and drive up the driveway! Can't believe that in February he'll be getting his learner's permit. He told me that I don't get out of my comfort zone (or something like that) and be daring. Then I let him back down the driveway. And you know, he did it by using the rear view mirrow. Pretty good. I always have to lean out the stupid window. Kid is growing up too fast.

Next chemo treatment for Barry, which is August 15th, I'm taking Tim with me. He'll be company for me. This way I won't have to worry how he is doing at home. And if there is accomodations for us at the local housing/hotel for patients' families. You don't know until the day of the hospital visit. I've put in a reservation already. And you know, it could be a good boost for Barry to have him there.

Tim heads to band camp tomorrow for the week, and Barry also is heading to a business training seminar all week. Sure am going to miss them both. It just happens that both are at the same time. Good thing is I don't have to cook! (not that I have been doing that much)

YEAH... NEW JOB FOR ME!!!!

Got word this a.m. from Human Resources that I got the job in the other dept! After almost 3 1/2 years I'm moving on. Can't believe it. More to follow....

I start new job on Aug. 17th, my last day at present job will be the 14th. Barry's next chemo is the 15th/16th, and the new department is very accomodating for me.

The job is a lateral move but as you know, money is not everything. I've been unhappy way too long in the job that I've been doing. When I came home from work today, Tim greeted me with a big round the shoulder hug and a smile. Ask anyone, he knows. Life is too short not to be happy. And I need to be in a more positive environment. Now I will be able to focus on one specific department rather than a whole bank's department.

If you get the chance to talk with me directly, understand that I'm not on speeed when I talk: just truly excited! And I'm going to be working for my friend who also left my present department for bigger and better things. Can't wait until Aug. 17th.

WOW what a day...

It's been one of those uplifting days, even though that was not even planned. Today's sermon was about having plans, and how sometimes our plans change. We may have our own plans but God has HIS plans for us. It was one of those sermons that just hits you in the heart, and I get the pen and paper out to write down just a few words to remember later.

In the evening, after Tim and I went to local ice cream store, we went to the college track to do some walking/running. There was a lot of activity at the college. Tim told me that it was Missionary week there. I could not believe all the people walking around the campus. As I was walking I could hear music in the amphiteatre which quickly caught my ear. I'm a sucker for music. After we did our exercise, we headed up in the car to see what was happening. As we drove up, a girl's voice called "hey Tim K". I thought, geez a small world! Not knowing that it was a girl from his school who was attending the missionary event. She talked of a great speaker (Tony Campolo) they had, and invited us to attend the next event. We drove home, I did an online search of the college and the missionary conference and did find out that it was an evening open to the public, and that David Bailey (a Christian singer) was also going to perform. This man's name and story was told to me last year when I was going through chemo. Jody had mentioned to me that he had been diagnosed with a brain tumor (now also a cancer survivor for 10 years) and had been told he only had months to live.

To make a long story short, Tim and I changed and went back to the concert and evening of prayer. It was full of Christian singing, the kind I adore. Words to the songs appeared on a large screen so you could raise your hands/clap your hands and sing/dance to the songs. This was followed by a very moving minister. I can't recall his name, but will look it up later. David Bailey was truly moving as he sang . After his performance I did go up to him and state that I was a cancer survivor along with my husband. I'm not ashamed to say that I shed tears this evening, tears that cleanse my soul. I truly get moved by song and do truly enjoy upbeat Christian music. For some reason the Catholics don't have that going, at least in our church. And for me, feeling the faith in song is so meaningful to me.

It's truly been a great day. One not planned at all, but aren't those the best kind of days.

The missionary conference is in town all week and I've been invited to be a part of the evening music whenever I can.

God bless you.


http://www.davidmbailey.com/

http://www.tonycampolo.org/abouttony.php

Tony Campolo, professor emeritus at Eastern University, is the founder of the Evangelical Association for the Promotion of Education, an organization that develops schools and social programs in various third world countries and in cities across North America. He is the author of many books, his most recent being, "Speaking My Mind."

Nice bloggin'

I would like to thank my new bloggin' person who took the time to post comments by reading archive records of the blog. It's the positive feedback that I get, that keeps us going. This blog was created as a form of therapy for me. Took too much time to write down things in a diary form. Typing is so much easier. There have been times that I have thought of stopping the blog but have told by a few people who read it not to do that. There truly are a lot of caring people in this world.

Had lots of rain last night and this morning. Farmers will truly like that. Not much sun is shining today. But it's a perfect napping kind of day...

Keeping fingers crossed for positive news on job I applied for.

Well, I did take a nice 2 hr. nap this afternoon. Even was able to dream. Felt so good. After waking from my late nap, I got hold of Barb (my new friend whose husband was recently diagnosed with cancer) and arranged to meet her 1/2 way to deliver a meal I had made her. It felt so good making her a nice meal since I have been on that receiving end. So many people made meals for us last year, and now I know how good those people also felt. A great feeling. I also gave her husband a Survivor bumpersticker that I had bought awhile ago. Always knew (unfortunately) that there was going to be another person diagnosed with this terrible disease. A very nice woman has once again entered into my life.

I took this picture as we went over the Bourne Bridge.

  

I have known Mary Lou forever. A true friend.

  

Tim and his cousin fish side by side, but only catch seaweed!

  

Brothers....are special.

  

He may not catch any fish, but he has fun anyway.

  

My parents. Happy 85th Birthday, Dad.

  

Traffic traffic traffic

  

My brother the Chef. Lobsters ruled at the party.

  

Barry enjoying himself at the party.

  

This is Tim's favorite bird along the Canal.

  

The Canal has a 7 mile paved bike path which makes cycling fun.

  

Cape Cod Canal

  

The boys look out at the Cape Cod Canal. Very calming.

  

My 2 sisters and brother, along with me, at my father's 85 birthday party! Family is very important.

  

Friendship

I was so pleased to just read an email from the woman I met while camping on our way home. Her name is Penee and they are traveling in their large RV for a few months. I tell you, there are so many nice people out there. Usually just takes a quick hello and you've made a new friend!

I got an email from Barb (husband has pancreatic/liver cancer). Her husband just got his first IV of Vitamin C megadose. Very interesting way of treating cancer. Barry in fact had found something on internet when he was first diagnosed about this. Am anxious to share this with him.

Cancer touches another family

While on vacation I learned from Jody, that a man she knows was recently diagnosed with pancreatic cancer which has spread to liver and lymph nodes. She had asked that I contact this man's wife to help her out. In fact Jody gave her my blog address. Chemoembolization had been mentioned to him, but recently a doctor said to wait a few months and do some kind of hormone shots right now. I have corresponded via emails with her and look forward to talking with her on the phone. She has her hands full, a mother of teenage triplets. As Jody was to me, I will try to be to Barb. Someone she can vent to. I have told her that good things can come out of bad situations, like friendships! Also told her that second/third opinions are quite OK. Be your best advocate. I wish her and especially her husband the best. Keep the faith.

Today I had an interview for another department within the bank. I left the interview knowing that I gave it my best shot. Am praying to get the job, as I've not been happy where I am. Don't want to get burnt out. Keep your fingers crossed for me! Will know within a week I believe.

I did take lots of pics on vacation. But have to take the time to organize them. Soon I will post some online.

Home sweet home

Woke up to rain this a.m. but the ride home was in the bright sunshine. Got home in about 6 1/2 hrs.

Glad to report that there were no truck or trailer problems. Everything worked just fine.

Trailer has been unpacked, sheets are being washed, and the grass has been cut with Tim's help. Boy, did it grow in 2 weeks. Tim will be weed wacking tomorrow for sure.

Was glad to see turkeys still in the neighborhood when we came home. Also bought some fresh Amish corn! Hope it's tasty.

That's it for now. A great vacation.

Vacation time is winding down...

We're one night away from being home from our vacation. Staying at a beautiful campground in Verona, NY. It's associated with a casino called Turning Stone. We went to the casino and had our dinner there. Did not spend any cash at the casino itself! For the first time this vacation, I had a swimsuit on and went in the pool. While there I spent over an hr. talking with a very nice woman who had pulled into the campground at same time as we did. They are from Nevada and own over 580 acres on a ranch. They are driving a large diesel pusher like my brother owns. Traveling for about 3months and going up through east side of Canada. Really enjoyed talking with her. Why is it that you meet the nicest people on your last day? May give her my email address to keep in touch. They also use laptop to communicate with family. Got to the campsite at about 3 p.m. Such a beautiful campground, no tents allowed. A nice pull through site with the luxury of 99 cable channels and wireless internet service. Life is good.

Hard to remember everything we did while on the Cape. Especially since I didn't blog daily. We had an early 85th birthday party for my father. It was done early to coincide with us being on the Cape. There was so much food there. Lobsters galore. We treated my father like a King. There was about 45 guests there.

Tim went whale watching one day with my sister and saw tons of whales. He really enjoyed that. She packed a nice picnic lunch for the two of them. He's looking forward to doing that trip again. He said it was funny when the whale watcher would stand up top of the boat, tell everyone the location of the sightings, and then all the people would go to that side of the boat and make it lean over.

Barry's cousin Tim and his wife Amy came to see us for two days. A shorter trip for them to see us on the Cape then in Pennsylvania. We were able to go out to with them for a couple of meals. It was great seeing them. The weather was not in agreement, so we were not able to ride the canal with them.

The time went by much too quickly. Did not do all that we had wanted to do, not enough time. But we did spend time with family which was a priority for us. I am certainly going to have to get back to the track for some laps. Had lots of seafood, could have had more ice cream! Didn't make it to Partee Freeze. Next time!

Tomorrow we leave here and head home. Til then....

Have not had luxury of internet while on the Cape. The time is going by too quickly. Not sure if we'll be able to do all that we wanted to do. Tim is actually gone for a whale watching trip with Maureen as I visit with my parents and use their computer. Barry's going to be working on Dad's computer after I sign off.

Weather has been nice. Enjoying the views of the Cape Cod canal. We've been watching a lot of DVD's each evening. The local grocery store rents them from a self service machine like a soda machine. All for only $1.00 each day. Can't beat that.

Well, time to sign off and enjoy family. Looking forward to seeing Cousin Tim and his wife tomorrow who are coming from Ct. Should be a good time.

Lunch at the beach

Since arriving on the Cape, have not had luxury of internet access at our new campsite. Right now I'm online at my dad's house. As they say, having a good time. Tim and I have played scrabble and yahtzee in the evening, rented DVD last night. Yesterday Tim and I rode bikes on the Cape Cod Canal, a 7 mile bike path. Very nice ride. (even though the wind was against us on the ride back). We've been enjoying the seafood, having it whenever possible.

Today we went to see my brother who is camping near Provincetown in his RV. In preparation for a sunny day at the beach, we took bathing suits and suntan lotion. Unfortunately, it rained most of the time we were there. You can never plan the weather. Once again, Doug went all out on cooking us a nice meal. Spaghetti and meatballs, hamburgs and hotdogs served under the awning of the RV.

And we got to experience traffic on the way back from the beach. And we have still some miles to go before we actually get back to our campsite. Have heard on the radio that there is the usual traffic backup. Not looking forward to that. I certainly don't miss traffic. Love my country living!

On our way...

We made it to our first stop at about 2:30 p.m. Staying at a nice KOA campground in Herkimer, NY. Have about 330 miles/5 hrs. to travel tomorrow to reach Cape Cod. Not including what could be heavy holiday traffic. Sitting in camper, using laptop and being online. I know some people, like Cousin Tim, would say that is not camping! Oh yes, the satellite dish is outside so we have cable also. Life is good. Cooked spaghetti (well, heated up jar of sauce Meg) and bratwurst on the grill for dinner. A nice dinner.

Not sure when we will be leaving in a.m. Time will tell. Very hot here. Temps in 80s. Til tomorrow....

Still walking and liking it.

Believe it or not, I continue to do my walking. Heck, for me that's a record! As of this a.m. (and it will probably go back up on vacation) I have lost 6 lbs. My goal is to lose 9 more lbs. But with all that seafood I plan on eating, I will have to continue to do my walking. Still can't get into some clothes from last year.

Even brought shorts and tank top to work to change into for my walk during my lunch. Much more comfortable than wearing pants. Put my head set on and I'm ready to roll.

Tim went to doctor this a.m. for physical and to go over his recent headache. Dr. told him to try over the counter migraine medicine first, and if after 1/2 hr. the headache is still there to take a pill that was given to him. Has only had a couple of these headaches in over a year, but at least we have something to relieve it.

While Tim was at band practice tonight, I walked with BJ since her son was also a band member. It was perfect timing, unplanned. I think we talked about spinning the whole time we walked. And we walked for 1 and 3/4 miles, more than I usually walk. Went by fast with good company. Thanks!

Spinning

After work today I participated in my first (and hopefully not my last) spinning class. The teacher of this class happens also to be my oncologist. And what people have told me about him is true: his class is HIGH energy. I may not have been able to keep up with them, but at least my legs were moving the whole hour.

"How is taking a Spinning class different than just riding a stationary bike?
Spinning class makes riding a stationary more bike fun by adding variety and visualization into your workout. A motivating group setting, energizing music and inspiring instructors make Spinning class an incredible experience."

The lights are dimmed and the music is upbeat. I can't believe how much I sweated. It was a lot of fun. I actually told Dr. G that he should be paying me to take the class, instead of vice versa! Got home and took a couple of tylenol. My butt was a bit uncomfortable. But was told not to get discouraged by the first class. After vacation, I will return to another class.

A social day.

Last night I went to a girl's night out party which was very nice. Lived elsewhere and never had done that. Guess that's what makes this country so nice. Had a lot of laughs with my friends. Thanks!

And this afternoon, the three of us went to a graduation party in the neighborhood. It was for Dr. G's daughter, one of Tim's friends. We certainly will miss her. She was Tim's walking to school buddy. It was a great day for a party, thank goodness the rain stayed away for this day. I was also able to cut the lawn today. Tomorrow will be Tim's turn to weed wack the yard. Even did my one mile walk at the track while Tim went to the golf range.

Tim's at the bonfire now for the graduation party. When he went there, we went for some ice cream at the local stand.

All in all, a great day.

P.S. Tim has not had any additional headaches since last week. Will be going to see doctor on Tuesday for a physical/checkup. Thanks for asking.

Feeling much better today

Barry was much better today. Am glad to be able to write that. Actually stopped in at work to check out a couple of things. I was surprised when I came home and Tim told me he was at work. He went to the cancer center this morning and got his neulasta shot ($5,000). Thank goodness for insurance. Between the two of us we are worth lots of money!

Finally had some much needed rain last night and this afternoon. Love the sound of rain. Had not had rain for a couple of weeks.

Tim got a new set of golf clubs today. So he's all set to play some golf.

That's life....

I got to the hospital by 9 a.m. today. Barry was asleep when I arrived. Had just got shot of morphine. He awoke shortly afterwards. Had as restful a sleep you can in a hospital. So many noises and interruptions just while I was with him. His doctor arrived and gave him the OK to be discharged. I think the only thing Barry ate while in the hospital was a cookie and drank some ginger ale. I definitely ate more than him! This was the first time he left the hospital with me pushing him in wheelchair to the door. Discomfort and light headed, and glad to be going home. I think it was about 11:30 a.m. when we left the hospital.

After his doctor gave him the OK to leave, he went to see the elderly man in the bed next to Barry. 80 years old and just told that he has pancreatic cancer that had gone to his liver. A frail man as it is. After going over his limited options due to his health, the man's comment to Dr. G. was "That's life." Again, so many stories to be told.

We got home and I cooked burgers on the grill for Tim and myself. Barry immediately went to bed. After I ate, I did the same and slept for a couple of hours. It's always a couple of exhausting days when he has treatment. I am thinking of staying at a Ronald McDonald type of hotel near the hospital next treatment, to save on driving back and forth. Am hoping that Tim can come with me next time to keep me company. This way I won't worry about him while I'm gone.

Barry's moved downstairs now to watch some TV with Tim. While Tim did band practice, I got back on the track and walked a mile. I've been doing 1 -2 miles a day (except yesterday). Enjoying it which is strange.

Treatment 3 is done!

We left for Pittsburgh today at 4:30 a.m. and I've just returned home at 10:30 p.m. A very long day for us.

Today's treatment seemed to be the worst for Barry of the 3 he has had. More pain than the first. He did receive morphine and some other drug for the pain. I would say that on the whole, we did not have much conversation at all today after he came to the room. He was just in such discomfort in the belly area. I was just there for support mostly. The only thing he had was a sip of water all day. As in the past, I had bought a sandwich for him to eat but he never ate it. I did tell the night nurse when I left him at 8:45 p.m. that it was in frig for him. Every treatment is so different. I'm sure he didn't even realize that I left him when I did. Tomorrow will be a better day.

Barry got to explain the process to a woman who was undergoing this chemo treatment today for the first time. Always nice to talk with someone who has been where you are going. She has had breast cancer, went into her spine and now liver. You truly meet many people with so many different stories to share.

And like the other two times there, a room mate of his was diagnosed with cancer: pancreatic cancer. He's a frail 80 year old man. And later in the evening his condition went another direction because he lost feeling in one of his feet. Possible blood clot from an earlier procedure he had years ago. Just a shame.

Good night.

Things

Yesterday Tim had one I researched to be a migraine headache. We had gone to the track early in the a.m. and the temps were already in the low 80s. He jogged, I walked the usual laps. Early in p.m. he complained of having tunnel vision in one of his eyes (before that he was lightheaded). Shortly after that, he was in cabinet looking for tylenol. I knew he had headache because he's not a pill person. He had a similar headache last year so he knew to tell me the symptoms this time.
He ended up sleeping most of the afternoon, the headache just stayed there. After researching online, I did find information on migraines. Gave him cold cloth for his eyes and more ibuprofen. By 7 p.m. it was much better. Only hurt when he would cough or get up quickly.

Since I had a doctor's appt. this a.m., I mentioned this to the dr. I've made an appt. for Tim to see him next week. Today Tim is feeling all set.

Tomorrow a.m. Barry will be going for his 3rd chemo treatment in Pittsburgh. Will be a long day for us. And as usual, will post when I get home.

Take care.

Happy Father's Day!

Already 70 degrees. Going to be a hot one today.

4th and final Relay for Life today

Today I walked my 4th and final Relay for Life for an hour. Actually rode my scooter to it. I was able to walk with two of my friends from my job. Am glad I went early in the morning as it was a very hot day. But my legs are certainly feeling it tonight. Tim did lawn duty for our neighbors the past couple of days. He enjoys that job. And later in the evening he helped Barry clean off the roof of the trailer with some bleach. Getting ready for good ole' Cape Cod. Can't wait.

Yesterday I got another rejection letter from the college for a job I had applied for. I guess they don't know talent. Just not meant to be. But there's a job opening coming up where I work which I will apply for this week.

Walk walk walk

I continue to walk, even during my lunch time at work. Each day I try to walk at least 2 miles. Instead of walking tonight, I cut our lawn which took over an hour, and that does work up a sweat doing that. And I am enjoying listening to my tunes as I walk. Really gets me going.

Turned down ice cream again at work today. Had my fruit instead.

No change in CT scan today

Barry and I were at Pittsburgh hospital by 7 a.m. this morning. He had a CT scan done, followed by a MUGGA scan. At 10 a.m. we arrived at this doctor's office. We didn't see the doctor until just before noon. And as you can expect, we saw the doctor for about 5 minutes. A very long wait. Wouldn't be bad if you knew before hand that it would be such a long wait. You could have planned around it, like get a bite to eat or nap in a chair without the anticipation of being called. From the beginning we were told the results would be one of three things: No change and shrinkage would be good signs, or the cancer could grow. It has stayed the same, no change. So we have to be thankful of this result. After two cycles of this treatment the cancer has not grown. Next Tuesday will be his 3rd treatment.

By the time we got out of the hospital it was about 12:30 p.m. We found a Costco on the way home and had hotdogs. A quick lunch since we had not eaten breakfast. Didn't get home until after 2 p.m. Barry quickly changed and went off to work. I went to the track and walked 2 miles. Tim played racquetball with a friend.

By 4 p.m. I was mentally and physically tired and took a nap. When I woke up I defrosted some 'sgetti sauce and meatballs that Meg had made us awhile back. Believe me, that was a blessing. To have a nice meal without having to cook after a long day. An angel!

That's it for now. Thanks for all your prayers.

Sunshine continues

This morning while Tim played tennis with his friends at the college, I walked 2 miles on the track. Was another perfect day with no humidity. Can't beat that. Tim downloaded some of my favorite tunes into a MP3 player to listen to while I walked. That was great.
Later on Barry waxed his truck and I vacuumed mine. Tim went to another graduation party. The last one he'll be going to is in a couple of weeks for T. We've been invited to attend that and are looking forward to it.
In the afternoon I layed out on lounge chair and got some "color" as my father would say. Even fell asleep listening to my tunes. The only problem with the color is that I have the good old white spots under my neck. Last year I didn't spend anytime in the sun since I was going through chemo. Believe me, I'm not a person just to lay out in the sun anyway. First time in a long time I've done that.
And since I did some walking in the a.m., I treated myself to a real nap in bed when Tim got home. I figured I could do both. My legs certainly are a bit sore tonight. Not used to exercising.
Tomorrow we head to Pittsburgh for Barry's tests. Will keep you posted. Positive thoughts and prayers...

A beautiful day

I accomplished a lot today. I dropped my truck off for yearly inspection at 8 a.m. and then walked around town for about 40 minutes. Once that was done, I went for scooter ride and got that inspected. So my inspections are complete. Even the camper is set for the year. Tim refereed his last soccer game of this season. It was such a beautiful day today. Felt almost like a fall day. Both Barry and I washed our trucks in the afternoon.

Tim went to another graduation party this afternoon. Tomorrow he has yet another one to attend. And while he was gone, Barry and I went out to an Italian restaurant for dinner. It was such good food, enough that I was able to have a doggie bag. And on our way home the moon was so bright and full. If only I could have taken a picture. A beautiful site.

Summer vacation is starting off quite nicely for Tim. Already went to play golf with a friend, and tomorrow morning they are going to play tennis. Looks like he will be busy this summer. Glad he's finally found someone that will golf with him. He certainly does enjoy being outside and athletic.

3rd Relay Walk today

After work today I'm going to my 3rd Relay for Life walk this year. Heading there early to walk the track for an hr. in preparation for the survivor's lap. For me I need a push at times, and thanks for that nice poem "anonymous." I need that.

As planned I did go to the Relay for Life walk where I met a few of my friends. I remember going to that event last year, a day after I had received a chemo treatment. What a difference a year makes. Being a part of these events means so much to me. It's an emotional event. Just makes me realize once again how many angels are on this earth.

I am off on Monday as Barry will be having CT scan done along with a repeat MUGGA scan. This will be first MUGGA scan since February when he started this new treatment. That monitors his heart as this chemo drug can do a job on the heart. I continue to pray for shrinkage of this larger tumor. We will then meet with the doctor to go over the results.

I had been thinking of not blogging for awhile. Thought that perhaps no one is reading especially with every one going on with their busy lives and upcoming vacation plans. But perhaps there are one or two out there reading without commenting. I can say that commenting does give me purpose. I will especially remember the latest poem. That was a good one! Thanks.

Graduation

Tonight Tim and I went to the High School graduation held at the college. What a great group of kids. I was touched by one of the speeches given by the salutatorian ( I think that was his title). He ended his eloquent speech by hoping for a cure for cancer, and that he would not be the one to find it. I had to find him after the ceremony just to hug him for mentioning this dreaded disease which has touched my heart so deeply. I told him I wanted to give him a standing ovation for doing so. I also told him that perhaps he would be the one to find the cure. I can't explain, but there are just certain times that people can truly touch your heart. There was also talk of being a kind spirit, to always wear a smile. Such a nice evening which I'm glad I was part of. And another highlight was getting a hug from Megan before she entered the auditorium. She was in line, but took the time to approach me for a hug. And I thank her. Tim's close friend T. graduated tonight with honors and was the youngest in the class, not even 17 years old. Tim certainly does know how to pick kind friends. There was just something you can't put your hand on about this group of kids. I will truly miss seeing them at band and at school functions. I wish them the best!

And in 3 years, it will be Tim's turn. I know that this time will fly like all the other years. It was another good year for him, and I continue to be so proud of him in what he has and will accomplish. He's been through a lot since last March with 2 parents going through cancer, but he has pulled through as a true survivor. Not only is a good person and friend, he's also an honor student. He is the reason that we can smile while going through what we go through.

Best of luck to all graduates!

Another school year comes to a close

Hard to believe that the school year is ending. Tim has 1 1/2 days left to go. The past couple of evenings we've been going to college track to do some laps: I walk about 1 mile, and he jogs about 2 miles. And he doesn't even sweat! Oh, to be young.
Even at lunch today I did some walking around the building. Even turned down McDonald's for breakfast and ice cream for afternoon snack. There's always so much food at work. Have to be strong and just say no.

Thursday night is graduation. Tim and I will be going. Will certainly miss this group of seniors. I think they're the best. A lot of good kids.

Barry's been told his next chemo treatment is June 20th. Not sure when the scans and heart test will be. Should be scheduled before the treatment some time. For some reason, the doctor's office did not schedule these appts. as they should have done. We're waiting to see what date they come up with.

Another weekend.

The weekend went by too fast. But everything seems to be that way. Hard to believe that Tim just has 3 1/2 days left of school. Even he thinks the year went by fast. He's in the middle of taking finals, and so far is going quite well.

Yesterday he helped Barry work on his truck for hours. The work involved Barry being under the truck, and Tim was able to be a fetcher of tools and to lend a hand for tight fitting areas.

Today I felt old. You know your child is getting old also when he is driven to events (today a soccer game) by upper classmates. I think this was the first game I didn't go see him play. But it's a good thing and we're all getting older. We are just lucky to have such good friends.

While he was at the game (which they lost), I did some vacuuming and then decided to go to the college track to walk some laps. I walked 5 laps which Tim has told me equals 1.25 miles. Better than nothing. We've had so many rainy days this week that it felt good to be outside doing something. Never was able to cut the lawn. And I then came back home and took a nap. When I woke up the sun was out and is still out a few hours later. A shock to see!